Thursday, May 05, 2005

purpose`i seek_

so perplexed ;

whats my purpose in lyfe?
i wish i know too.

just studying blindly lyk everyone else?
striving for nice numbers.
`cause theres nth else to do at this point in time?

i really wonder.
why do they compare so much?
is it that significant?
u wun die if u get one less mark than someone else right.
if dying is so easy..

i have this lyfe
i duno how long it gona last
but i wann to make the best out of it.
but how?

maybe im really thinking too much.
feel like dying my hair aquablue.

feel like such a bad friend.
dunno larhs. i also duwan to affect pple when im affected.

learning to smile and let it go when upsetted.
i wish. but i duno how.


feel like going into the rain.
sitting down and let it fall all over me.
and cry.

want to be refreshed and cleanse again.
rebirth ;

oorh zhiyan, happy burfday (:
p.s. amaths sucks.

tags.
`qiao_i know i have been giving up lately. on grades anw.
but u cannot horh. u sec4 marhs. :p
haha yeah i will survive the process of waiting for the boat to straighten itself at the dockk.
the analogy sounds amateur. >< ; thankss for everything. wish i cann be a gr8er fren. (:

`jass_hurhur. ten neos. (: i know i have been moody and uptight recently. anw hope u remain yourself horh. dun get influenced by them. hope u know what im talkin` about.

`anqi_haha my chye? he taught my class ipw and it din go too well *shrugs erm amaths. hurhur. >< ;

`xin_yay cut hair cut hair. yarh rain rawks. tml we try to take the photo agains kay (: *grinns. thanks for crappin` and les-ing with me.
hurhurhur. anw the bird just wan a nice branch to rest on to sing. think so much. got bird eat rose one meh?